I just finished a tubfull of Dibs. I really feel like puking right now.
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Jiro Wang is sexy… and so is Tang Yu Zhe.
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I need a Chinese name for my MTC Chengchi application.
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Shoud I get pizza or Thai food?
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Missed two days of school in a row. Guess I still have Katam in my body.
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I’m scared of the dark but I like my room dim.
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Then again I like my room all sunny and bright too.
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No, I am not going to Med School. Maybe.
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Have to return the violin.
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I know I can make it,
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Now I know why they call it an acquired taste.
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I hope I get that too soon. BUT…
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I’ll order pizza. It’s kinda nasty but it’s cheaper.
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Destiny is not a matter of chance, it’s a matter of choice. It’s not something to be waited for, it’s something to achieved. — Robert Browning
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Glory comes from daring to begin. — Shakespeare.
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I don’t know but I have a feeling I won’t take the road less traveled by. Someday, I hope that I get back on track. Just have to do this.
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Picking up the phone. Will order pizza. Bye.
It’s 3 a.m. I’m sleepy. But I like the internet better. I have class at 9 later but I have to get up at 6 so I can leave the house at 7 so I can get in clss by 9. I study in Brentwood damn it and I live in Koreatown! Aaahhh!!!! I am “stealing” some free wireless internet from a neighbor — lol. Not my fault… =D But whoever you are, thanks. It’s actually our router’s fault for not being in sync with my laptop.
So, I am going for it. My mind was plagued by a couple of past issues but I am still at it. Happy to know that I am sticking yo what I’ve planned. Makes me feel like I’ve matured a little or something of that sort.
I love Yui’s rendition of this old Japanese song… love, love, love it!
Itsumo ishiyo ni itakatta… tonarite waratte takatta…
Oh, and this song by TANK… the lyrics are really… well, very sweet.
“The angel must hide her wings on earth” and “No one can snatch you away from my side” Yippee!
Jing is my childhood nickname. People who grew up with me and/or close to me calls me with this name. I really like it… and my Chinese tutor Juohao told me that in Chinese (duh), Jing means “quiet and gentle.” Woohoo! So, it’s a keeper. Call me Jing!
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I am currently compiling a couple of songs for the “Soundtrack of my Life” and this is turning out to be quite a project… I am limiting the list to 20 songs. My choice of tunes will depend on how I feel, what I remember, and how I want people to see me. Do I have the list yet? NO!!! I told you, this is something. But I know for sure that the list, if it ever materializes, will change again and again - OR I could add ‘Part 1′ just to affirm that I am well aware that there will ALWAYS (er, inevitable?) be changes…
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No worries… I will post the list WITH an mp3 link… most likely uploaded in Megaupload. So yeah… watch out for it. By the way, I do recommend doing this to gain some insight on how you see your life so far, what you want to achieve, how you want people to see you, AND realize that you like corny songs!!! Joki Joki! Some questions to try (yes, it’s cliche but I thought them up myself in the first place)…
*Pick a song(s) closely related to your answers from the following questions/statements. Then narrow them down. I limit myself to 20, you pick a limit for yourself*
1. Childhood memories.
2. Childhood friends.
3. What is your most favorite memory?
4. Do you come from a happy family?
5. What are the biggest problems you faced?
6. Describe your friends and/or most favorite person/people in the world.
7. Love Life (or lack thereof).
8. Your favorite song (haha!)
9. Your dreams/ambitions.
10. The song you can’t make yourself sing even if you’re alone (if any).
11. Theme song of your favorite show/movie/musical.
12. Any pet peeves?
13. The place where you would rather be?
14. PUT YOUR OWN QUESTION HERE…
*There are probably millions - billions of songs out there. You’re bound to find the songs you want to put in your list. You don’t have to necessarily L-O-V-E the song… OR if you can’t find your song, make one yourself — probably the best you can find is the one you made. This can be quite an adventure, ya? Give it a try if you have the time.*
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Here’s a little song by Cyndi Wang called Da Da Da… it’s a very happy song — not to mention the mini chicken dance moves. Gotta love her… Oh, and don’t you think she’s really, really skinny? (It’s hard to tell perfectly lean Chinese girls from the anorexic ones. Hehe).
I am so using my blog like a diary… erm, I meant journal. Haha. But since this is my own little universe, reading is voluntary, and writing really helps me sort things out, then there should be nothing wrong with my constant blabbering. Ya?
I can’t imagine myself as a nurse. I did entertain a possibility of entering Med School for a while but not a nurse. NO, I am NOT looking down on nurses nor do I feel that I am too good for it… Actually, I feel this way towards all professions that the majority usually enter into to earn good money… Yes, yes, I can speak this way because I am in America and am living the "good, comfortable life"… I guess so.
I just feel that there is so much to life than earning money… at least not FROM the start. Maybe that’s the reason I don’t want to start working yet. I am not LAZY… but I AM SCARED of being tied to my job once I start. Ever since I stepped on American soil, I lost my happy life. I exxhanged my happy life for comfort. I want to make things right again… find myself — get my youth back. I am going to live my life. Can’t take the past back but I am relatively young… so I can still go after my unrealized dreams and actually go through my plans!
Call me selfish if you want but I am at the stage of my life when I DON’T want to think about other people but myself. And that’s exactly what I’m going to do.
Classmates, friends… people my age (at least those in the Philippines) are already working, or in Graduate school, or (gulp!) already starting a family and here I am babbling like a tween (yes, a tween). BUT I don’t give a flying fuck anymore! I want to have fun for once, you bastards!
———— ———— ———— Dare no tame ni ikite iru no? ME, ME… For me.
Wo hui shuo yi dyanr Putonghua. Yay! I am bad with the tones but I’m getting by. Yay! —– I am loving 恥じゃない (Haji Janai) by Phar the Dopest. Love the beat. Love their voices too. Just check the video out if you’re interested. It’s dope I promise! Hehe. —– I’ve started writing my second screenplay. I haven’t finished the first one but hey, I work when inspiration strikes and stop when I don’t have it. You can’t force these things you know — at least not when you want your work to be genuinely you and if you want to be happy with it. If anything, I am writing for myself so that no matter what people says about it after they see it, it won’t matter as much because I am personally satisfied with my work. Plus, it’s for me, so what I think of it is what mattes in the end. —– My classmate in my Chinese class totally looks like Vanness Wu. He’s sporting a long hair too… he sometimes puts it on a pony so he looks a millions times sexier… and he also has a cat ears hat. So kawaii! —– My love for Edison Chen is coming back. Eddie loves his Kitty after all. Oh, and his girlfriend is so.. so… chou! Hahahaha! —– Need sleep. School later. Zaijian.
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Took a quiz while looking into Feng Shui today. This thing is accurate to a T. including the sex part? Hmm.
Katherine+Garcia took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
"Longs for tenderness and for a sensitivity of feel…"
So, I have made up my mind and I am going for IT. I will not make a back-up plan (okay, maybe I am ALSO working on a back-up but I am not thinking of USING the back-up AT ALL)… I KNOW that I will get that “IT” that I’ve always wanted to do my entire life… before I continue… uh…
REALITY CHECK: “IT” doesn’t always refer to sex. But sex is good. Yay!
Okay, now that’s done… As I was saying… I am going for IT! Sorry, can’t tell. As Cinderella said, if you tell your wish, it won’t come true. So I’m not telling. I could tell you all my secrets but this! Have also heard of the fairy tale of the boy that did not tell his dream until it came true? Oh yes… he became the King of Hungary!
