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April 19th, 2007

Ideal Man…

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My ideal man would be…

       …the simple sort. He would be a man of simple means and simple dreams. One who fears and loves the Creator most. Then I come second. We would live in a simple white house. A house painted in white, inside and out. He would have this happy laugh and a warm hug. Someone who would tolerate my bad side but will not hesitate to tell me off either. He’ll try to do a portrait of me whether he can draw or not. I will sing to him and he won’t complain despite my horrible singing voice…

       …we’ll get married in the small church where we will live. Very few people will attend. A honeymoon around the world is not needed at all. We would spend the time arranging our new home, sending thank you notes, and picking out baby names!…

We will look out for one another. Never raise our voices. Kiss everyday. Always go to bed in peace. Have matching coffee cups.

A simple life.

Now if only such a man exists…

April 1st, 2007

Crying =( + An Extra Long Post

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Before I drive you to tears with my completely self-centered (Me! Me!) and pointless post, here’s a little treat from me… a video my my much-loved Shingo Mama singing Oha!

PLEASE CLICK HERE AS FRIENDSTER IS BEING AN ASS AND WON’T ALLOW ME TO EMBED ANY MORE YOUTUBE VIDEOS. I IMPLORE YOU TO WATCH SHINGO MAMA. YOU’LL LOVE HER.. ERM, HIM. I PROMISE.

I am so moving to Japan!!!


Now, back to business…

Yes, I’m crying. But not because I was hurt by someone… I just finished watching Beautiful Life
with Kimutaku in it. Aaahh… just like Taiyou No Uta and One Litre of
Tears (though I haven’t seen Tears), this drama is a tearjerker. I used
to avoid dramas like this but besides the fact that they are good (and
sorta brings me back to reality), I realized that I could really use
the occasional cry fest as I haven’t been crying enough… at least
enough to keep my tear ducts healthy. Bwahahaha… That was some good
BS, ne? P.S. for the first part: I also finished Remote with Domoto Koichi in it. Koichi is mine. Hands off, bitches.


Anyhoo, I’m thinking of taking a year off college. I know, I know. In
reality I’m supposed to be a graduate by now — in this society’s
stupid standards. Hell!!! It may sound irresponsible and mighty selfish
but I am concerned with my own happiness right now. Even if it means
initially disappointing the people around me. I mean, if I’m not happy
with own life, how can I take care of the people around me? Plus, as I
have said before, I’d rather exploit the foolishness labeled to young people (21 is relatively young, ne?) than be a perfect child right now and suffer from a midlife crisis later on. Yes, yes, I’m looking for a good beating…


My stupid Mexican Neighbors had a party today. Since about 80% of my neighborhood is made up of Latinos, I am forever surrounded by people partying with their annoying music blaring like hell — with no regard for their neighbors. We live in the same apartment building made up of the same flimsy materials. Don’t they realize by now that we can hear a whisper from each other’s walls?! Okay, a whisper is an exaggeration but you get what I mean… I’m not being racist and not doing the whole stereotyping thing either. It’s the cold truth — the ones that they didn’t show in Marimar or in Agujetas de Color de Rosas. Remember them? Yes, those were the dramas that made me say: "When I go to America, the first boyfriend I’ll make is a Latino." Barf.


Oh yeah… lately I’ve been listening to Nirvana, Alice In Chains — you know, the Alternative sort. Maybe because I’ve been reading Beck and they’re oozing cool. I’ve seen a sample of the anime but Ryusuke’s super low voice was turn off and Tanaka’s singing voice was not as jaw-dropping as they portray in the manga. I like the manga better. I like my imagination better.


Anyway, my dad told me that we’ll go practice driving when he gets home early tomorrow morning. Did I tell you that story already when he forced me to practice driving just when I found Hana Yori Dango II’s final episode — and I haven’t driven for almost a year??? It was scary and I was irritated and I wanted to cry. Anyway, he did that because he caught me wide awake at 5 in the morning. So my game plan? I sleep "earlier" now. Ahahaha!


I’ll be going to sleep in an hour or two… for now, I’ll be doing whatever… maybe watch some hentai… bwahahahaha…. kidding, kidding. Whatever rocks your boat.




Quick and Easy Obsession List

1. Koichi Domoto — I have a feeling I will marry this man.
2. 1000 Words by Jade (Sweetbox) — Yes. I am doing some FF 11 trackback…
3. My screenplay — Wildflowers is still my working title.
4. My new-old cellphone — I hate it but since my other one is not working, well, you know…
5. Planting — I planted some Zinnias three summers back and they were beautiful. I’m doing it again!
6. Classical Music / Orchestras — Cool beans! They soothe the soul… and my ears…
7. Vita-Soy — Ahahahaha…
8. Facebook — Nothing new but I haven’t mentioned it before…

This post is very long but I don’t regret it… Now I’m off to post something on my other blog. Uh-uh, it’s the one you don’t know about. Bwahahaha!!!

**I don’t need to get a life. You do.**

Jyaa matta!!!